Simon put his shoes on and grabbed his coat. He turned to me and smiled. "I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked. "Definatly." I said. He poked me in the nose and smiled. "Goodnight." He said. "Goodnight." I said. "Bye." He said opening the door. "Wait, Simon!" I shouted standing up. He turned around. "No need to shout. I'm right here." He said laughing. "What is it?" "Spend the night." I said. "Really? Are you sure?" He asked. "Yeah." I said smiling and biting my bottom lip. I got a nervous feeling in my stomach. "Okay." He said. "Can we talk about something?" He asked. He sat down on the bed and I sat down next to him. "Yeah. Anything you want." I said. "I want to talk about sex." He said. "Oh." I said looking down at my lap. "What about it?" "What does it mean to you?" He asked. "I'm not sure I understand what you're asking. . ." I said. "That's not why I asked you to spend the night with me if that's what you're getting at." "No. Gosh, no." He said laughing. "Tell me all your feelings about it. Whatever comes to mind." "Well, I think it's important. I like it to be special, so I'd like to wait until it feels right." I said. "Does that go for anything sexual?" He asked. "I guess it depends what's on your mind." I said. "Amusement park?" He asked. "Huh?" I asked. "Let's go." He said holding out his hand. "Simon." I said giggling. I took his hand and he lead me to the front door. As we approached the street, I remembered what he tried to do the last time we were on the roller coaster. "Wait, Simon." I said. He didn't stop. "Just trust me, okay?" He said. It was dark and a little chilly outside. We walked the few blocks to the amusement park. I had never felt more nervous in my life. "If we're not having sex, then we need to work around it. Right?" He said. I nodded. "But, Simon." I said. He walked up to the ticket booth and bought 4 tickets for a dollar. He lead me to the roller coaster. "Simon." I said. He ignored me. "Simon. I'm nervous." I whispered. He took my hand and looked at me. I smiled, then giggled nervously. "I'm not sure about this, Simon." I said. I was trying so hard not to chicken out, as much as I wanted to. "It's dark and there is nobody else in line." He whispered. Three teenagers walked up and got in line behind us. "Simon!" I whispered loudly. "We won't sit by them." He said. I got so nervous, that tears started to build up in my eyes. My heart was beating a mile a minute. The ride stopped and the few passengers got off of it. The group of teenagers got in the front of the ride. Simon lead me to the back. We buckled ourselves in. "I'm too nervous." I blurted out. "Have you ever done anything so crazy that it was one of the most amazing things in the world to you?" He asked. "Something so spontanious and incredible?" I shook my head no. We heard the track click as the wheels tightened up so the ride could start. We started to go forward and he put his hand on my leg. I grabbed his arm. "Simon, no." I said. "I'm not going to force it on you, but you could at least give it a try." He said. We started going up for the drop. I looked at the men operating the ride and then at the other people on the ride. He was right. There was no way anybody was going to be able to see. I let go of his hand and I held on to the bar that was securly over my shoulders. I couldn't beleive how nervous I felt as his hand went up my leg. As soon as he put his hand between my legs, I closed my eyes. So, the rest of the ride was kind of a blur. It was amazing though and I'd never felt so good in my life. When the ride stopped, I took a few deap breaths. "So?" He asked. I started laughing. He got out and then helped me out. "So. . .?" He asked again. I put my arms around him and held him tight. I kept giggling. "That was just about the craziest thing I've ever done." I said. He laughed. "You're wild." I said laughing. "Well, I like to live life on the wild side so don't expect me to calm down any time soon." "Oh I don't think I want you to calm down." I said. He laughed. "Ferris Wheel?" He asked. "Check out the view before bed?" "Yeah." I said smiling. When we reached the top, I held onto the bar tightly. "Look at me." He said. I looked over at him. He put his hand under my chin and started kissing me. "You are one truely amazing women." He said. "I don't think anyone has ever made me so happy before." I said.
* Chapter Eight*
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Simon put his shoes on and grabbed his coat. He turned to me and smiled. "I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked.
"Definatly." I said.
He poked me in the nose and smiled. "Goodnight." He said.
"Goodnight." I said.
"Bye." He said opening the door.
"Wait, Simon!" I shouted standing up. He turned around. "No need to shout. I'm right here." He said laughing. "What is it?"
"Spend the night." I said.
"Really? Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yeah." I said smiling and biting my bottom lip. I got a nervous feeling in my stomach. "Okay." He said. "Can we talk about something?" He asked. He sat down on the bed and I sat down next to him. "Yeah. Anything you want." I said.
"I want to talk about sex." He said.
"Oh." I said looking down at my lap. "What about it?"
"What does it mean to you?" He asked.
"I'm not sure I understand what you're asking. . ." I said. "That's not why I asked you to spend the night with me if that's what you're getting at."
"No. Gosh, no." He said laughing. "Tell me all your feelings about it. Whatever comes to mind."
"Well, I think it's important. I like it to be special, so I'd like to wait until it feels right." I said.
"Does that go for anything sexual?" He asked.
"I guess it depends what's on your mind." I said.
"Amusement park?" He asked.
"Huh?" I asked.
"Let's go." He said holding out his hand.
"Simon." I said giggling. I took his hand and he lead me to the front door. As we approached the street, I remembered what he tried to do the last time we were on the roller coaster. "Wait, Simon." I said. He didn't stop. "Just trust me, okay?" He said. It was dark and a little chilly outside. We walked the few blocks to the amusement park. I had never felt more nervous in my life. "If we're not having sex, then we need to work around it. Right?" He said.
I nodded. "But, Simon." I said. He walked up to the ticket booth and bought 4 tickets for a dollar. He lead me to the roller coaster. "Simon." I said. He ignored me. "Simon. I'm nervous." I whispered. He took my hand and looked at me. I smiled, then giggled nervously. "I'm not sure about this, Simon." I said. I was trying so hard not to chicken out, as much as I wanted to. "It's dark and there is nobody else in line." He whispered. Three teenagers walked up and got in line behind us. "Simon!" I whispered loudly.
"We won't sit by them." He said.
I got so nervous, that tears started to build up in my eyes. My heart was beating a mile a minute. The ride stopped and the few passengers got off of it. The group of teenagers got in the front of the ride. Simon lead me to the back. We buckled ourselves in. "I'm too nervous." I blurted out.
"Have you ever done anything so crazy that it was one of the most amazing things in the world to you?" He asked. "Something so spontanious and incredible?"
I shook my head no. We heard the track click as the wheels tightened up so the ride could start. We started to go forward and he put his hand on my leg. I grabbed his arm. "Simon, no." I said.
"I'm not going to force it on you, but you could at least give it a try." He said. We started going up for the drop. I looked at the men operating the ride and then at the other people on the ride. He was right. There was no way anybody was going to be able to see. I let go of his hand and I held on to the bar that was securly over my shoulders. I couldn't beleive how nervous I felt as his hand went up my leg. As soon as he put his hand between my legs, I closed my eyes. So, the rest of the ride was kind of a blur. It was amazing though and I'd never felt so good in my life. When the ride stopped, I took a few deap breaths. "So?" He asked. I started laughing. He got out and then helped me out. "So. . .?" He asked again.
I put my arms around him and held him tight. I kept giggling. "That was just about the craziest thing I've ever done." I said.
He laughed.
"You're wild." I said laughing.
"Well, I like to live life on the wild side so don't expect me to calm down any time soon."
"Oh I don't think I want you to calm down." I said.
He laughed. "Ferris Wheel?" He asked. "Check out the view before bed?"
"Yeah." I said smiling.
When we reached the top, I held onto the bar tightly. "Look at me." He said. I looked over at him. He put his hand under my chin and started kissing me. "You are one truely amazing women." He said.
"I don't think anyone has ever made me so happy before." I said.
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